This is our fate

For MYE art. :)

WTF. If you think you can't trust me, so be it. Why the hell must you go around and tell people that I'm good at acting, and I can't be trusted. Yea, so what if I don't like some people, but I don't act like I dislike them? Because its not necessary that if I hate everyone, then I have to show it to the whole world. In this case, everytime I have small disputes with people, then I have to make a big fcuk over a it? I'm sure you dislike people judging you, so don't stop making crude comments on me and others. So what if I seem to be close with others? So what if I hang out with the people you dislike? You seem to want me to make a decision between you and my friends. I don't want to mention this but, you can comment on others, and others can't do the same to you. If people do so, you'll scold them and say mean things. Yes including me. You can joke about me, but I can't tease you. I used to think that you'll be a great friend, though not a close one, because you always seem to bring laughter to us. But it's really not your problem at all if I dislike my friends but I still talk to them. You might also have slight disagreements between your clique. After all, I don't really go out with them as frequently as I used to. And I was nice enough to tell you what I feel about them. I do dislike some of them and we had some disagreements, so? After all, they've always been with me throughout these years, and it's not like, "I dislike you and I'm going to let it show". I don't want such trival matters to ruin everything. I always tell myself 'forget it', and I could. Because at moments, the time I spent with with them, and the things they do that made my day, makes me feel that it is already enough to make up for what they've did. I always tried very hard to explain to you, but seems like you still don't get it. Yes I even tried to explain to you although I don't owe you an explanation at all because I don't want you to misunderstood. In the end, it's just a waste of my breath. Because you are not me, you don't know how I feel.