Pray it won't fade away

1. My middlefinger swollen
2. My nametag drop in the canteen and the person who picked it up shouted my name out loud
3. I've got a blueblack!
4. Miss Kay say she wants to hang her picture up in the hall for me to see so that I will remember to smile.
5. Miss kay drew lipstick on my face yesterday because I didn't smile.
6. Happy Birthday Weixian. Hope you had fun licking cake on your face. :)
7. 4 people in my class has a smiley. VERY SUPER CHIO I ALSO WANT MANZSX.
8. My new lappy makes my internet connection damn tok kong! Keep DC. Machiam want attract everybody's attention. So I'd rather appear offline. Chat with me on Facebook! :)
9. Choked on water 3 times today.
10. Woke up twice because I knocked my head against the wall. SUAY BO? =(

" When we first met,I never felt something so strong. You were like my lover,and my best friend. And all of a sudden, you went, left. I didn't know how to follow. It's like a shot that spun me around, and now my heart left. I feel so empty and hollow. And I'll never give myself to another the way I gave it to you. Don't even recognize the ways you hurt me, Do you? It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back, and you're the one to blame. And now I feel like, oh, You're the reason why I'm thinking. I guess that's what I get for wishful thinking. I should've never let you enter my door. Next time you wanna go on and leave. I should just let you go on and do it. Cause now I'm using like I bleed." -Rihanna, Rehab.